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Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
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9:44 pm - Today
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Was one of the best days I've had in a long time!
Downed cherry lambrini with Zoe to The Killers (A la New Year!)!
Had a really long heart to heart chat with Amy about everything <3
Nathan met this guy of the net and they were all holding hands and kissing and stuff which was fab for Nathan! The guy was really sweet!
Zoe met up with her new guy and they were really sweet!
Got happily drunk/tipsy and had loads of fun with EVERYONE!=)
Had a bit of weed off Jenkins, but not too much so it was just nice!
Almost entire music class improvised Hey Jude for our music ensemble perfomance which was amazing!
Had a fab flute lesson, forgot how much I love the flute!
Mikey came round in the afternoon cos my PE was cancelled and he didn't have his kit for his, which was really fab! Listened to chav music!
Everyone basically had Pyscology exam so there was only 4 people in my drama class; my drama teacher told the 4 of us what groups she had put us in and I'm in the group with the play I realllllly wanted to do so yay!
I really couldn't ask for more on a Wednesday!
Off to the Tate Britain tomorrow with art, which will be fab!
xxxx
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| Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
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11:29 pm - 2006
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Right now, I hate livejournal.
And right now, I hate 2006.
It has just got worse and worse, for both me and my friends. Its as if as soon as that clock hit midnight, Friction was born. And since then it has built up and up, with hate, annnoyance, arguments, fear&lack of trust all thrown in along the way. We keep saying it's gotta get better, but it doesnt. Our motto for 2006 so far; more drama than laughs.
It better get better, cos right now it is SHIT. Back to school tomorrow, and i've done NO work, because i left it all for today, and i was ill today.
x
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| Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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9:26 pm - the best thing ever.
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Ana Matronic of Scissor Sisters knows me on first name terms. She knows who I am by face.
She doesn't even have to ask my name. She KNOWS it.
How fucking amazing is that? Your "Idol" knows who you are!! properly!!
x
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4:21 pm - VIP TICKETS
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how stupid am i?!
today i won a competion for VIP tickets to V Festival this weekend, and turned them down. Just because i feel i've had too much luck recently.
to be honest, i'd rather just go to V Fest Chelmsford and have loadsa fun with people there!
x
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| Saturday, August 6th, 2005
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10:53 am - Edinburgh
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It's Edinburgh tomorrow...
i haven't seen louise since GOD KNOWS WHEN.....so it should be..interesting..spending a week with her!
oh well.
I'm meeting up with Jamie (from the SS board) one of the days...and he's coming back with us...so it should be alright =)
And i get to see Kiki and Herb!! woo!!
xx
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10:50 am - Abi+Paul
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Spent the last couple of nights with Abi and Paul..
Paul's going back to france on sunday...i've only really known him for the summer, but he's so great!
ah well...its been fun..i hope he comes back next summer....
x
update...i've just been listening to madonna-don't tell me, and its bringing back SO many memories of Paul =(
aww...its like...me, him and abi was my summer....getting too drunk, going to the cinema, hair shaving, pub crawling, hiding, laughing, dressing up in motorbike gear, learning to smoke the wrong way round, dares, fun, music arguments...awww....
The best.
x
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10:50 am - old best buds
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I met up with tash the other day..it was really good...
Beth, another of my old friends, has come out as a lesbian and is in a long term relationship now. I guess..when you think back, its not too suprising...
Tash is great, i wish we could meet up more, she's probably the bestest best friend i've ever had <33
xx
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10:48 am - Croatia
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Was really amazing =)
I will edit this to say more at a later stage.
x
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| Sunday, July 24th, 2005
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9:53 pm - too happy!!
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Right. So im in croatia, its amazing!!
And officially addicted to the internet...this is the third time ive been on since i left friday morning!
Anyway yeh, so i was talking to someone yesterday on msn, and she told me some stuff that made me VERY happy, and with that, and the other stuff happening next month with SS gigs etc.....it has just become TOO surreal.
So then today...i got really really emotional...and all like, how can this be happening to me?!?! what have i done to deserve it?!
ive done nothing. AT ALL. and suddenly all my dreams are coming true next month..and Ahhh!
so after next month...im gonna try and work in oxfam or something.....to make up for all this good stuff thats happening....
ahhh its just too amazing!!!
I mean, half the time i can't even talk properly, on msn my conversations just become a merge of aflksjhdglkas skfsgomgomgomg and hyperness. It's just. Wow. Ive never ever felt like this. To this extent.
When they say a band can change your life...it is damn true.
x
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| Tuesday, July 19th, 2005
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11:07 pm - Bla.
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I wish I had meet him in 10 years time, not a year ago.
I wish he wasn't so immature all the time.
I wish he lived down the road from me, or I lived down the road from him.
I wish he didn't like to make me jealous.
I wish I had deleted him off msn months ago and forgot about him.
But
I am glad I did meet him a year ago, as opposed to never.
I am glad he isn't deadly serious about everything.
I am glad he doesn't live down the road for me as my emotions would be like this; fdnf;kAP;DSNGPOINp;lk nfa;aghhh.
I am glad he does try and make me jealous, it reminds me how immature he is.
I am glad I didn't delete him off msn months ago and forget him, 'cos even though a lot of crap memories are with him, I have a lot of amazing memories with him that I always want to remember.
All I wish really is that he didn't say anything yesterday. At all.
Cos it seems I ALWAYS end up back here. Ever since I met him...ugh.
x
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| Monday, July 18th, 2005
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11:03 pm - Blast from the Past
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Yeh.
So yesterday a year ago, Morris asked me out.
Then today, out of no-where he invites me to his dads party. I went last year, when we were going out. I just don't get what would happen if I went this year. I mean, even the basic stuff, like where would I sleep? In the girls part of the tent i guess...but I don't know ANY of the girls except Emily-and I blocked her from msn agesss ago-that would be akward. Arghh.
Why is this all too familiar? I don't know whether to go or not now, I guess just take it as it comes.
He also asked me if I was going to St.Ives again, where I we both coincidently went at the same time last year, and i ended up spending a few days with him and his family.
He's just SO predictable. And SO immature.
And already my head is getting messed up again.
Yet I'm still considering going down their for the party.
Oh my goodness.
x
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| Friday, July 15th, 2005
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2:15 pm - EEK!
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OH MY GOD.
I have just heard the most AMAZING thing ever in the entire world. shit. WOW.
Ah omfg pdsifhasldf. OMGOMGOMGOGM.
But i can't say. I can't tell anyone. People will soon find out. But it is really hard keeping it in.
So i am venting my excitment here: PAWIGJCHAAZSHHHHHHHHHWOW!!!!!!!!!!!
NEXT MONTH WILL NOW OFFICIALLY BE THE BEST MONTH OF MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok. excitment has been let out.
Can't discuss it anymore, at all. And i won't.
But i am now going to be very happy for a long time. As if life couldn't get any better as it is.
x
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| Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
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9:00 pm - Abi&Cousins..
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Lastnight was FAB.
Went to sleep round Abi's house to watch a film.
But she had her cousin (who is from south africa but has lived in france for 3 years) and his friend staying at her house! They are both SO gorgeous! And the coolest guys.
Abi's parents went to stay in their caravan and plans changed, so her cousins went to get some pizza and alcohol. Then they came back, and it was just all SO fun! We learnt french drinking games&the history of french drinking, haha!
Anyway, yeh, we ended up watching pauls favourite film (his love for it is like mine with coyote ugly!) then me and Abi went to bed cos she was really tired. But I came down again to eat a banana or something, trying to sober up, and MrT heard me and came out. We edned up sitting in Abi's back garden talking for 2 hours in the middle of the night! He was SO SO sweet <3 he said he liked talking to me in french! =) (i think he ment english?!) and when we were playing pictionary at some point, he told Abi I have beautiful eyes, aww!
He was talking about all his experiences with the drugs scene in london and how its different in south of france cos over their loadsa his friends do way harder drugs than you would over here. then he was talking about how he went to this open door alley party thing when he was in London? ..kinda hard to explain..he had photos. and this woman was all drugged up on cocaine, AND heroin. He was talking about how he helped this woman and stuff..and awwww he is such a sweetheart. He said he would never do hard drugs, even though lots his friends do. <3
Then Paul came out, and they got me to try this french drink thing, so i drunk a bit more, but with loadsa water. It was so strong still though. And that KILLED me today. Urghhh. Spent the whole day with a washing machine for a stomach. Grreeeat.
I miss the french guys. =(.
ah well. it was such a cool night, and they are the coolest people!
x
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| Friday, July 8th, 2005
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1:50 pm - Bla bla.
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Hmm,
Today is alright.
I could be camping out tonight. Instead I have to babysit =(
It sucks...while they are all out having loadsa fun, I'm stuck babysitting for boring kids. Oh well, I guess its money.
Today I've been trying to sort out a website for our Croatian house.....getting their slowly.
Looking forward to the summer loads now!
Spoke to louise the other day. We "got on" ok. Which we are gonna have too for Edinburgh.
Going to Croatia in a couple of weeks which will be amazing, so looking foward to it!
Then I really need to book accomodation for Belfast, cos at the moment, it looks like i'm gonna be sleeping on the street =/
It'll be amazing though!! =D
xx
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| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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7:31 pm - Life rocks!
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Convo with Dingle the other day:
05/07/2005 17:11:42 lighten up while you still can, don't even try to understand, just find a place to make ur stand and take it easy!! said:
I would ask you 'hows life' but it seems pretty pointless as you seem to as they say... "high on life"
DAMN RIGHT!
omg...i love life SO much right now!
Its like back in October-January...the whole Scissor Sisters time....and now its all happening again! With Live 8
the other day..and all the summer gigs coming up! Woo! Life is amazing!
xx
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| Monday, July 4th, 2005
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1:26 pm - LIVE 8!!!!
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It was amazing!!
Just WOW!
Everyone head over too www.live8live.com NOW! And sign your name. Cos it will make a difference!
I honestly could go on forever. So I won't start, cos I will talk about it forever. But it was just so amazing!
I was 6 rows from the stage.
And just the whole thing was incredible.
Ended up sleeping in Paddington Station after which was an experience!
x
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| Thursday, June 30th, 2005
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10:01 pm - YCB Summer Concert
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This is going to be the first "emotional" journal. Wootwoot.
Had our summer concert tonight. And ah, it was just really strange.
So the first girl I had a crush on properly, who made me even consider the fact that maybe I'm bi? I saw her again tonight, after not seeing her for ages. And ALL the emotions came back, and ahhh. After not seeing her for ages I went back to thinking i'm straight, but now all my emotions are so confused. Arghh. She is amazing though.
Also Phoebe invited Matt who I met at Bath Festival a few weeks back, with the intention of setting us up. He is just really nice...you don't get many guys who sing along to Phantom of the Opera and the Lion King do you?! But yeh it was good. I'm gonna see him again next wednesday cos him or phoebe are gonna book me a ticket to see their school play! =)
Overall the concert was good; went well. But argh. I dunno. This thing with this girl messed with my head, and the Matt thing is SCARILY reminding me of how it all started with Morris...and i'm not sure if I want to go into another relationship like that again yet. I mean I haven't been out with anyone for ages, but I went out with Morris for so long that...I dunno...I'm just still not ready to go out with anyone. At least no-one who reminds me of Morris. But anyone I get anywhere with reminds me of Morris. Maybe it is just men.
Yeh thats it.
x
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1:35 pm - Bulging Lip
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Just went to make builders a Tea and collapsed on the floor =/
second time thats happened EVER. urgh. and now my lip is bulging and under my eye is red..but oh well..
because apart from that, life is amazing!
I went shopping in Bath yesterday and bought LOADS of stuff!
And today I decorated a tshirt to wear to Live 8, and my converse! With scissory stuff...and glitter and everything...yay!
SO excited for Live 8! The tickets came through this morning...yay!!
xxxx
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| Monday, June 27th, 2005
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1:39 pm - LIVE 8......updated!!
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I JUST WON 2 TICKETS TO LIVE 8 IN THE GOLDEN CIRCLE!!!!!! WOW!!!
OMG...Can't quite believe it yet! It hasn't sunk in properly..but wow!
So turning down Adams ticket was for the best after all cos otherwise i wouldn't have entered, and wouldn't have won golden circle tickets! wowowowow.
these things never happen to normal people!
and everyone on the SS board was really excited about it too..which is good, cos they could have been bitter aswell. but they weren't-shows they're nice people =) i'm gonna take loadsa pics for them, and everyone! wow!
xxxxx
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| Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
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9:49 pm - Live 8
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I just turned down a Live8 ticket from Adam...what the hell is wrong with me?!?!
I guess its cos i'd have to go on my own. but ahh. this is one of the things i wanted more than anything, and the only thing i've gone out about for DAYS. And now i've turned it down! crazy.
x
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6:10 pm - Friends
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My friendship with Louise is over.
I can't be bothered to go into an essay about it.
I am glad though.
I can't be bothered anymore to make the effort with someone who doesn't give a damn about anyone but themselves.
Its to hard.
Its easier just not to be friends.
I'd rather just stick with the few people who actually know the meaning of friend. I love them muchly.
I have to go to Edinburgh for a week with her in August, which should be interesting. As I can't see us speaking to each other/seeing each other before that. Hmm. Oh well, it'll still be ok.
x
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5:28 pm - T4 On the Beach
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Went to T4 on the Beach on Sunday, it was great!
Mum gave me and Tammy a lift in, and when we got their we hung around for a bit til Lou+Sarah came. Lou had brought loads of Garbage frisbees etc, woot!
We all queued up, and once we got in Lou+Sarah got caught in the crowd and me and Tams lost them. And then the concert started.
We were right at the front in a huge crowd, no chance of finding the others. So Lou rang me a few times and they tried to find us. But it was just too hard, even Tammy said it was, cos no-one was gonna let them push right in to where we were. So I said just don't bother trying to find us 'cos its gonna be too hard. In a nice way; cos it was.
And then she got in a mood with me and hung up. That was the last time we spoke. Argh and we have to go to Edinburgh together in August =( It sucks. We didn't see Lou and Sarah for the rest of it, but apperently they enjoyed it =)
ANYWAY, apart from that, it was amazing!
Saw so many amazing bands! Garbage, Kasier Chiefs and BodyRockers were my fave!
Garbage are my new favourite band, along with Scissor Sisters and Muse!! Shirley Manson is a LEGEND on stage! As amazing as Ana Matronic! It was just...wow! Took loadsa photos, woot. I also LOVED Goldie Lookin' Chain..they are just SO funny on stage! Feeder were amazing, as expected! I even actually really Liked Lemar. I'd never see Lemar or some of these people in concert by choice, but they were actually really good! Akon was great =)
Me and Tammy got into the 'Golden Circle' right infront of the stage! It was just wow! And by the end we were SO close to the stage! It was just too amazing! One of the best days of my life! =) =)
Tammy got SO burnt though! =( Her back was...ah..it even looked painful! When I noticed it, I made her wear my jacket over her back and head...but I think it was too late by then...at the end of the day she was in so much pain! =(
I also got burnt, but no-where near as bad. I didn't feel it 'til the next day. But then it was really painful =( Ah well, it was worth it! Tammy thought so too, about her sunburn! =)
Ah it was just amazing!!
Much lovexxx
current mood:  ecstatic
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| Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
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7:49 pm - New Account
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As mum read the last.
I'm gonna keep this one all neat.
Nothing much to say!
Oh except I have a new crush. And its a girl.
I guess it's human nature: You want what you can't have.
Ah well.
Celeb crushes are Matt Bellamy and Ana Matronic, as usual!
x
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